Carey Hart attends 2024 FOX Winter Press Day at Fox Studio Lot on November 18, 2024 in Los Angeles, California.Photo:Andrew Toth/Getty

Carey Hart attends 2024 FOX Winter Press Day at Fox Studio Lot on November 18, 2024 in Los Angeles, California.

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Carey Hartopened up about stepping away from racing after thetragic death of his younger brotherAnthony.

On a new episode ofSpecial Forces,Hart, 49, said it’s “hard to put into words” how his brother’s death in 2008 impacted him and that it forced him to reconsider his priorities between racing andhis familywithPink.

“I’ve always cherished family, and it’s kind of hard to put into words the impact, like the death of my brother was a really, really hard and long grieving period," said Hart, who sharestwo children with the pop star.

“The mental impact for me is just trying to turn something that’s so negative into a positive and I’ve been able to refocus that on my children.”

Anthony was just 21 when he died in 2008. Like his brother, Anthony was a motocross rider and was preparing for a race when he crashed during a practice run at the Stafford Motor Speedway in Connecticut, New York, E! Newsreported at the time.

Carey Hart on Special Forces.PETE DADDS / FOX

SPECIAL FORCES: WORLD’S TOUGHEST TEST: Carey Hart.

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Hart said onSpecial Forcesthat the “hardest part” of mourning his brother was figuring out the logistics in the first weeks. “At that time, I owned a super moto team,” Hart explained. “My brother was racing for me, and unfortunately he had a crash on the track. He slid up the track and hit the guardrail head first and had a head injury.”

“I had to get my brother’s back. I had to plan the funeral. I had to call his mother like I had to do all this stuff and not miss a beat. And I think I unpack things over the next, you know, three or four or five years on my own time.”

Carey Hart and his late brother Anthony.Carey Hart/Instagram

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During those years, Hart said he “made the decision to put competition secondary behind my family,” especially as his wife was heading out on tour. “I didn’t want to be away from my child,” he recalled.

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Hart revealed that the experience deeply affected his relationship with his father, who was a “huge support system when I was younger,” he said.

Pink, Willow Sage Hart, Jameson Moon Hart, and Carey Hart attend the 2022 American Music Awards at Microsoft Theater on November 20, 2022 in Los Angeles, California.Axelle/Bauer-Griffin/FilmMagic

Pink, Willow Sage Hart, Jameson Moon Hart, and Carey Hart attend the 2022 American Music Awards at Microsoft Theater on November 20, 2022 in Los Angeles, California

Although they were estranged at the time of Anthony’s death, Pink quickly came to his side to offer her full support after the tragedy. PEOPLE reported at the time that Pink joined Hart in Las Vegas to celebrate the life of his brother. She sang and dedicated a song to Anthony, and Hart joined her to toast his memory.

They welcomed theirfirst childtogether, Willow Sage Hart, on June 2, 2011. And on Dec. 26, 2012, the singer and racerwelcomed their son, Jameson Moon Hart.

In 2021, the singer toldPEOPLE, “We’ve really grown up together.”

source: people.com