Simone Ledward Boseman and Chadwick Boseman.Photo:Kevork Djansezian/Getty
Kevork Djansezian/Getty
Simone Ledward Bosemanis looking to her late husbandChadwick Bosemanand their relationship for inspiration as she releases her debut album.
Ledward Boseman, who performs assahn, opened up in a recent interviewwithVibeabout her journey creating her recordThe Morningsfollowingthe death of her husbandat age 43 in August 2020.
The R&B artist explained that the love she shared and the connection she continues to feel with the late actor greatly informed her new music. “I see signs from Chad all of the time. Sometimes they’re much more subtle, but it’s that process of figuring out how you now embrace this new relationship that you have with this person — one that’s now only a spiritual relationship and how you now communicate with them and [vice versa],” the singer explained to the outlet.
Chadwick Boseman and Simone Ledward Boseman.Michael Buckner/Variety/Penske Media via Getty
Michael Buckner/Variety/Penske Media via Getty
“I felt called to really lay it all bare [because] otherwise, if I’m not going to be open, vulnerable, and honest, then what is the point of writing this album?” she added. “It’s still a little bit scary, but I do feel very sure that showing that vulnerability was and is the right thing.”
“I know that being his wife is a badge that I wear with honor, something that I wear with pride,” the “angelsxdemons” singer said. “It is always that honor to represent him in any space.”
“He changed my life. Knowing him and loving him changed my life,” the recording artist continued. “Losing him changed my life. I think that ‘sahn’ is how I move forward, how I forge a path that is my own.”
Ledward Boseman releasedThe Morningsindependently on Oct. 20. Last month, she released the lead single — the alluring, alt-R&B track “angelsxdemons” and itsmusic video. On the album release date, she also shared themusic videofor the record’s title track.
On Nov. 1, the performer will share the visual for the song “chad’s prayer,” an instrumental featuring trumpeter Dontae Winslow that she told Vibe she felt was a song that theGet On Upactor would have loved to have heard.
His wifepreviously honored himone year after his death at 2021’sStand Up to Cancertelevised event, where she performed Billie Holiday’s “I’ll Be Seeing You” as a tribute to him.
Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.
In a November 2022 interview withWhoopi Goldbergthat aired onGood Morning America, she alsospoke about her griefand what she called the “most challenging two years” of her life.
“Some days, I’m doing worse than I’m really willing to acknowledge. Other days, I’m doing better than I feel comfortable admitting,” the singer said at the time.
“I can’t believe that I was so lucky,“she tearfully shared. “I can’t believe that I got to love this person, and I also got them to love me too.”
source: people.com